Just for my dearest Roland.

Goodbye Marudi. I'll be missing you. Sayonara Uma Balui. I'll be missing those children especially Roland. Adios...

XoXo. Love. CapriMaXoXo.

Letter From A Friend.

Here I am, busy downloading and watching movies, listening to Christmas songs and when suddenly the wind blows so hard that it makes this wonderful letter falls down. I pick it up and start to read it through. Tears flow down my cheeks. It's absolutely true. It reads like this.....

I am writing to say how much I care for you.

I want you to know me better.

When you awoke this morning,

I exploded a brilliant sunrise through your window,

hoping to get your attention.

But you didn't even notice.

Later, you were walking with friends,

I bathed you in warm sunshine and perfumed

the air with flowers. Still, you didn't notice me.

So I shouted to you in a thunderstorm,

and painted a beautiful rainbow.

You didn't even look!

Tonight, I spilled moonlight on your face

and sent a cool breeze to refresh you.

As you slept, I watched over you and shared your

thoughts, but you were unaware of my presence.

I hope you will talk to me soon. When you're ready,

I will be near. I love you very much.
Your friend,
JESUS.


Thank you for everything God. I love YOU!

Uma Balui Ukap..1 Kenep 1 Kayeng 1 Daho..

Spending times with dearest family will be the most brilliant idea ever. It's been a busy month for my family and the rest of the members; we have been moving from one place to another...

Asap/Koyan Belaga is my dad's best place to escape from the hustle and rustle of the work. It's his hometown. I've been there for few times and a week ago, we had an event, a soccer match. Long story cut short, I had a wonderful time!

Ready to compete!

Big boss standing in the middle with Uma Balui Ukap team!

Yummy rambutan! Roland loves it so much.

He's feeling sleepy but yes, I kept him awake by taking photos of him.

Roland with his elder sister, Ina. Both are so cute!

My cousin, Yan..!

Here's the kids from this village.

Couzi Wan with Brother Wan.

My uncles and aunties and brother...

Cousins, sister and me! Missing them a lot!

XoXo. I Miss Roland so much!!!

Merry Christmas 2011 & Happy New Year 2012

Proudly wishing all of you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

MoVie ReView: KungFu Panda 2

I got the chance to download this movie from a website and it took me a total of 12 hours for a complete download. It worth the waits. My eldest sister and brother had watched this movie, they even bought the DVD yet they left it somewhere in piles of boxes at their place.

All I can say about this movie is AWESOME! It was all about Po's quests to find who he really is and to search his inner peace. Now there's an answer for why Po is the son to a goose.

Radish box.

Oooooowww. So cute.

Who can't resist this cute, chubby little baby panda.

"Why are you leaving me in this radish box?"

"A nightmare? No. It's a memory."

On his way to save China, he bumped into his old enemy, who at first he did not recognise, yet as the memories haunted his mind, he soon learnt his inner peace and found out the reasons and his origins.

Here's the antagonist. "Bring all the metals from villages to make weapons."

Master Sifu learnt and showed Po how he get his inner peace.

Po: Woooow..

Dragon Warrior and the Furious 5

KungFu versus Weapons. It's not fair isn't it for someone is fighting using all the wills and strength through martial arts while the other takes the aids from materials and explosions through few triggers by his fingertips. Yes, the peacock tried to defeat panda by weapon. Panda, alongside with the Furious 5, Master Sifu and another two warriors fought for their lives, KungFu and China.

The ending was extremely "Wow-ing" me. I wonder if it's a hint for the next KungFu Panda 3. Those who have not watched this movie, this is quite a good movie to watch. It's hilarious, motivating and adorable.

"My son is still alive."

Chaw. Hiiiyaaah! Teehee..XoXo.

I'm Addicted to Delicious

Delicious! Food? Nope. It's a game. Making food for customers. I love this game. It's easy to play cause as far as I play it, I got all the expert scores! Still, I like the graphics. Big head, colourful, the settings, etc, they just somehow blended well together. I'm not a good gamer, so this game really suits me cause it's easy.

At Betty's Shop

Don't forget about the farm

Candies!

At her own show

Last stage would be she's serving food at a park. The hardest part of the last stage is to save Francaios from dying due to firework exploded by an unknown naughty kid. It's difficult to stop at the green indicator. Try playing it. It's fun. No sweat and just be aware of the requests.

Teehee. XoXo.

GEO?

Geo!!!!!!!!!!!!! Someone particular, I would say. Hahahhaha....

It's DECEMBER 10th, and you're turning 21!

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday to you...

Happy Birthday dear Geoffrey Lim Fu Chien...

Happy Birthday to you...

You like my song??? Hahaha..I write it for you.

Kehkeh..sorry, I can't really post the best melody for this song, just try to imagine any tunes you would like it to be sung.

P/S: I wonder what's your birthday's gift this time.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

HoLi-END???

Being able to be home, that's a common chance and being able to be at different places to visit, that's a rare opportunity.

I have zero plan for this holiday and being too lazy to plan nothing, it contributes to only ONE THING - weight. I won't write about how I add up the pounds and making a bigger number on the scale, instead it's about how I feel these few days.

Holidays. The time where you can actually lie down on your bed and dreams anything you want, erm....well, this is according to me.

Family. We are always on-the-run. Yesterday, I found myself at home, Marudi. Now, I'm in Miri. Well, these two places are not that far yet it takes all of my energy spent through the gravel roads for approximately two hours. My parents are very busy with courses and meetings, so the kids are caught up with staying at home and waiting for them to come home. Pity? Probably next week, we'll be traveling to my father's hometown. I'm not complaining, just trying hard to enjoy the most exhausting journey.

Christmas Spirit. Yes, I DO HAVE IT. It's 100%. Why would you feel spiritless when celebrating this wonderful day? I love Jesus.

School. Thinking of going back to the institute, there's only ONE matter that makes my heart breaks into pieces, UNPACKING! I hate to drag the 500 pounds of books back and forth the block. Argh, I'm thinking of particles-transferring machine that can break the molecules, particles of my things and transport them through the thin air and form back to its original shape at the desired places.

Money. My family's famous word of the day, century I guess, "No Money No TALK". But SSSTTTTIIIILLLLL, I NNNNEEEEDDD to talk about it. I'm completely BROKE this holidays. Ok, I'm done with the talks.

TEEHEE.. Love you all.

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S~

Who can ever say NO to HOLIDAYS? Anyone???

Yes, it's holidays...and it's been almost erm..a week?? I guess it's almost a week since I had my plane departed from KK. Hahhaa..My plane?? Cheh!

Anyway, anywho and anywhat...here I am, in my little but sweet and comfort home with free and accessible Internet services through the modem and streamyx...ha~happy times...

Still, I have to wake up early in the morning since my sister needs services from someone to have her breakfast and meals ready by the time she has to go to school, sitting for her exam...

The past few months after the second semester break (should I put it as the-3-weeks-holidays) were definitely not a beautiful journey indeed..

I screwed up in a lot of things, messing with matters or expectations and coped with almost nothing but dreadful emotions...Oh, old days that I should leave behind as history, won't make them as memory!

Well, my aims for this holidays are to get plenty of rest, searching and downloading K-pop MVs, and of course, FAMILY GUY!! Season 10 is finally here and please, just burst my tummy with laughter...

That's for now, I am so away with nothing in my head right now, I wonder if it's English I am writing right now, I'm becoming to old to remember the rules of grammar..but hell yeah!!! Let's get the party ON guys and girls!!! (If you notice, there's 3 'NOW's in the first sentence, that is so -tut-tut-tut-).

Bye.

Happy Holidays! Teehee!

MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

TAK TERBATAS KUASA-MU TUHAN
SEMUA DAPAT KAU LAKUKAN
APA YANG KELIHATAN MUSTAHIL BAGIKU
ITU SANGAT MUNGKIN BAGI-MU

DI SAAT KU TAK BERDAYA
KUASA-MU YANG SEMPURNA
KETIKA KU PERCAYA
MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

BUKAN KAR’NA KEKUATAN
NAMUN ROH-MU YA TUHAN
KETIKA KU BERDOA
MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

"I am the WAY and the TRUTH and the LIFE."

Thank you Lord Father in Heaven...

I'm getting stronger in everything...

Thank you Lord.

Halleluya...Halleluya...Halleluya...

AMEN.

THE 130TH POST = HAPPY GRADUATING SIST!

Years of waiting and finally it came.

Last week was an absolute joyful week.

Yeah!

Congratulations for finally grasping the certificate and throwing your "square hat" high up to the sky, dear sister!

I'll be missing this moment. XoXo.

The B

Been busy for a while..arr..not a while I guess...

I totally forgot I have a blog to write!

Wait till I have the time, I'll pen down everything I have in mind and heart here...

Here's a little piece of beautiful song I've listened to recently..

Thanks to my friend for introducing this song, actually 'accidentally' introduced me this song..

Angel - Sarah McLachlan


Spend all your time waitingFor that second chanceFor a break that would make it okayThere's always some reasonTo feel not good enoughAnd it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distractionOh beautiful releaseMemories seep from my veinsLet me be emptyOh and weightless and maybeI'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight lineAnd everywhere you turnThere's vultures and thieves at your backThe storm keeps on twistingKeep on building the liesThat you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no differenceEscaping one last timeIt's easier to believeIn this sweet madnessOh this glorious sadnessThat brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here

Angels.....XoXo!

SECRET

The Pierces

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

Why do you smile 

Like you have told a secret

Now you're telling lies

Cause you're the one to keep it

But no one keeps a secret

No one keeps a secret

Why when we do our darkest deeds

Do we tell?

They burn in our brains

Become a living hell

Cause everyone tells

Everyone tells…

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

Look into my eyes

Now you're getting sleepy

Are you hypnotized

By secrets that you're keeping?

I know what you're keeping

I know what you're keeping

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

[spoken]

Alison?

Yes, Katherine.

I have something I want to tell you, but

you have to promise to never tell anyone.

I promise

Do you swear on your life?

I swear on my life

[end spoken]

You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

(chorus x 3)

Yes two can keep a secret

If one of us is…. Dead.

If you ever watch GG and PLL, you sure do have your ears listening to this song. Creepy? I won't say so, I'll say IRONY. Meaningful and girls, do you keep the secrets and bring them till your last day??? Shhhhh....hush...

XoXo!

Take Me Away dear U-Kiss!

U-Kiss's songs really drag my memories back to the starting point.

After being pierced by cupid's arrow with their melodious song "Someday", "Take Me Away" makes another sweet heartache as the cupid's arrow shoots straightly yet even deeper into my lonely heart.

As every note is acknowledged with the sounds of piano, never off a beat from its tempo, this song really takes me far away from the world I am in now.

"..Somebody takes me away..cause I can't take this pain..."

The pain I felt of leaving wonderful and nostalgic memories behind, the pain..that I never had the opportunities to clutch all the bittersweet memories, and the pain that taught me what does life mean for real.

As the pictures of sweet, blissful and peaceful moments roll over through my mind, this song acts as the main background soundtrack. My eyes spare no tears, but my heart does.

P/S: Life is beautiful, just that we never appreciate it literally.

Someday..

Listening to U-Kiss new song Someday has really making me wonder human are the most complicated and are imperfections.

"Everybody knows you've tried, everybody knows it's alright..you get some right, you get some wrong.."

"Everybody wins sometimes, everybody knows you lose some.."

I am not perfect and do not expect much from me.

-Alyn-

G or B..?

Holidays! Huh! Finally. Although this holidays ends in a week time, it is more than enough for me.

Here I am...writing this in my cousin's home...

Let's do a little review on few months that I've been going through after the last semester break..

Herm..1st! School trip!

Trip to Ipoh was marvelous and splendid!!

KL was a shopping heaven..I mean.It is always a heaven for shoppers!! FYI, I got a bit lost at BB..! Teehee...

Alright, back from Ipoh! Conflicts!

Friends and lecturers...fuih...who cares??

We always have conflicts in life, if there ain't no conflict, there ain't no fun!

Jealousy and Hater.

You know, there's something very funny about 'friends'...

There are friends who envy at what you got but would never hurt or get you into trouble..

and there's an opposite to this!

A friend who has everything, but never get satisfied with the others and that friend trying to get 'these friends' down the hill and he/she always on top. Get me? No?

Here's an example. You have an important appointment with a director that evening. That appointment determines your only chance to get a good and solid job. And, 'this friend' knew bout your appointment. Ironically, 'this friend' calls you to help him/her to deal with something and he/she says it's about life and death.

Here comes the dilemma. Choosing between job and life..Difficult enough?

And of course, your brain starts to do reasoning like "Job? Herm..This is my only chance and yet job..maybe I can have that chance again in the future...".."This is my friend. I cannot leave him/her behind.."...and bla bla bla...all are bullshits!

Some people, they just can't say NO!

So here's what happens next. You choose to meet your 'friend'. And when you meet him/her, that 'friend' purposely seems to postponing your meeting with the director although you have helped him/her. When you say you really need to go, that 'friend' might say "I won't be your friend again." And there you go! You lose your chance to get a good and permanent job without you realize that 'friend' of yours is a big SLY and HATER!

If you are a good friend, you would have understood your friends. Not trying to banish them in failure. And FYI, who are YOU to decide people's life?!

Okie dokie. I need to XoXo out now!

Sayonara and anyeong.

=)

W-Memories.

Thank you very much for those wonderful moments.

Thank you very much for those wonderful days.

Thank you very much for those wonderful memories.

White.

I am a white elephant.

I am no longer a need.

I'll have my bow and will walk away.

=)

Mummy.

I'm sorry for being a bad girl.

THE ASS

Oh ass-ass-ass-ass-ass-assignments!!!!

Time is running out!

Aku Tak Biasa

It's been a while I have never listened to nostalgic song.

This song certainly reminds me of my childhood memories, when I was in primary schools, especially singing competition held among different zones, it attracted me the most!

I am being accompanied by this soft melody song, sang by Alda, an Indonesian singer with her hit song in the 90's, Aku Tak Biasa. Unfortunately, she died in 2006.

Here's the lyric:

Mungkin diriku harus pergi
Selamanya darimu
Atauku harus mengakhiri
Cinta ini kepadamu

*Kini cintaku telah kau bagi
Tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini

c/o :-
Aku tak biasa
Bila tiada kau disisiku
Aku tak biasa bilaku tak mendengar suaramu

Aku tak biasa
Bila tak memeluk dirimu
Aku tak biasa bilaku tidur tanpa belaianmu
Aku tak biasa.....Aku tak biasa....

Kucoba untuk terus berlalu
Dari hatimu namun tak biasa
Bayangan itu selalu menganggu
dalam tidurku ku menangis

Last weekends, I spent a 2 days-and-a-night at KK. I watched HP part 2, THE BEST MOVIE EVER, and yeah, thanks to my friends, I spent the most memorable weekends ever.

I had my first 3D movie and my first K-box experience! And yeah, Gee and Montel sang this song, Aku Tak Biasa. Oh Gosh, how I wish to turn the time around!! I miss childhood so much!

XoXo.