Hybernate

I am done with school but I am still in an on-going one which belongs to other person. Yes, I still feel like I am at the institute.

In addition, what's wrong for someone to be romantic?
You're with me and you're acting like you don't.
Or is it me who cares so much about the romance?

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Between the Lines

I am here. I don't go anywhere. My feet step no further than a town. I am alone. How I wish.

It breaks me. I admit it. I crumble down into pieces. It hurts. Very.

I fail to understand. I fail to tolerate. I have failed you.

Oh how I am hurt. I always love you. Even if it hurts, I love you. So much.


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What Made of You

Your feet,
Never touched solid ground,
Covered with gold shoes,
Topped with rhinestones.

Your hands,
Soft like the baby cottons,
Embellished pure white gold chains with rubies,
Shinning and glittering with diamonds.

Your head,
Silky hair smelt with vanilla,
Crowned with foolishness and irrelevant proud,
Watching down from crumbled castle.


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Have a nice day

Challenges...always there.

There are so many things going on. Most of them are unexpected.

I couldn't have a single thought to make a move on them.

It is too...complicated.

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That Scroll and Mortar Hat

A journey, they said. An experience, they created. A triumph, they achieved.

The feelings of being grateful, joyful and endless happiness, controlled the whole body - heart and thoughts. 

I am glad. I am thankful. I am happy.

Thank you.

Thank you very much to those who have been there, always be there and will be there to share this memorable moment.

Of all, thank YOU Lord for Your endless blessings.

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Let's Inspire the World.

Together.

Growing Old

I saw them.

Their eyes.

Wrinkles.

I saw them.

Their hands.

Fragile.

I saw them.

Their hair.

Greyish-white.

I saw them.

Their feet.

Worn out.

I saw them.

They are

Growing old.

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everything..is going to be just...

Let's fingers-crossed for everything to go well.

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I kinda of missing it.

The Evening Walk

I have never felt this way before... a happy and blissful holiday after five and a half years of having the same holidays - Chinese New Year. Usually, at this time, if I were at home, I would head out to find things that I could bring back to the institute. This was most likely what I called as - shopping craze-time. However, if I were at the institute instead, I would probably...hunting for food or enjoying watching other people came back from their homes and brought along food!

For the past years and until now, I feel so grateful and happy of having someone so important in my life, besides my family and friends, of course. I met my other half. My other half that I am so unexpected about and unbelievable too. 

He has made great efforts just to have me standing in front of him. And there was that moment ... The evening walk - a silent walk at first that I love the most, we talked, we joked around and we reminisced past memories. I took him to the places where I grew up. We experienced the most wonderful moment together. I truly love you, my Rahul. Thank you my love.

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Happy Chinese New Year to all of my friends who are celebrating the festive season!

This is it.

Here's the deals.

Smile.

Enjoy.

Commitment.

Happy.

Positive.

Experience.

Adventure.

Looking forward.

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My InstaX

I just can't wait to try it.

Thus, I bought the films.

And surprise, I like the outcomes!

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This is super Carpe Diem!

The Plans

So, here comes the day when everything has to be settled down.

The plans.

Ever thought that having plans are good starters for everything?

Yup!

This is the time.

To start.

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Finger crossed!

.*.

It is of a certainty that boosting bout how cool you are about something that hurts you, CAN actually really hurt you.

It is supposed to be of a give-and-take policy, to which your mind would have thought, the more you give, the more you take. At this level by now, I am, sadly enough to say, that I do not know whether I have given enough of my efforts on something that I try to achieve.

Almost at the end of the month, I ponder upon years backwards - trying to let go of the bad reminders of how selfish I was, of how stressful I was, of how sensitive I was and of how I could not cope with my inner self that tore me apart.

And I am still....trying to cope...may this year be a helpful one.

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Flying Notes.

Practicums were the days when you woke up, went to schools, gave lessons, made plans, headed back to hostels, prepared teaching aids, looked at the assignments' questions, and had goodnight rests.

The incredible experience that I had during practicums, was one of the music lessons that I had with very-very-very awesome troublemakers. Looking back at it, it leaves me with valuable lessons and endless smile on the face.

In whatever situations you are in, there is always a way out. It's all about how your mind works, and how things can really make you bite the bullets. Be strong.

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The Fuji!

This item was once in my wishlist. With tight budgets from time to time, I had to take it out. However, now, it is OUT from my wishlist, for its no longer a mere wish, but a wish comes true! Yes, I finally bought it. Even though it's really not the current version of FUJIFILM INSTANT CAMERAS, I feel like - classic! I can't wait to try this Instax 7S Mini.

There are more items on my wishlist. With appropriate budgets, then why not fulfill them. Rewards yourselves, sometimes. It may incline your figures in the banks downward, as long as you are satisfied, it is no harm. Carpe diem.

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Printer and I

I can't remember from what year did this printer give its services. Was it during foundation years? I guess, yes! It is really funny, sometimes frustrating to work with this printer. It took me years to understand of how to handle it properly. Canon Pixma MP190 has been there for me, in good times and not-so-good times. It is an inkjet printer, but I dislike to work it all with the syringes and inks, so, an external ink storage was installed. Last time, it went back and forth from the "workshops" for "special treatment", until I watched some tutorials done on the Internet and yeay, save me some bucks!

The so-called manual repairing started every early semester (in some cases middle-sem), where both hands were all dirtied with inks. I had once forgot to put out the little torchlight I used to see the cartridge inside, left the cartridges not in their places, and even forgot to switch them on (with the thoughts that it had broken down). So much happenings, yet this printer still with me and I really need it.

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i-BYE

I told myself once, probably two to three years back, that I felt iPhones were not-that-user-friendly phones. Well...after looking at some of the people around me using it, I said to myself that it would not hurt a bit for me to try!

Yes, folks. I browsed throughout endless night to find the best cheap ones, used sets were my sole target. After all of those comparing, reasoning, deciding, confusing and finally, set, I found a used set, an iPhone 3GS 16GB, with reasonable price. I contacted the dealer and within less than a week, the phone was right in my hands.

And so...the testing and reviewing began. Throughout using the phone, I admitted that I fell in love with the simple design, simple apps provided and it was pretty much easy to be used.

However, it was not that long when I always dropped it, again, and again....and again. Countless that without any protections - casing, screen guards and all - the phone jammed and of all...blank! Blackout forever. I tried sending it for repairing but it turned out to be worthless.

Whatever phones you have or how smart it would be, just take good care of it, if you really, really love it.

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Download....

It is time to download mmmoooooooovvvvviiiiieeessssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Vision. Memory. Trifles.

Leaving last year was a bit tough, of letting go the year that had thousands of memories, meaningful moments, unforgettable laughter and numerous tensions. There were trifles that triggered most of your emotions yet those were the little things that had made huge impacts in your life.

Of all, it is never to late for me to say that...

I am grateful enough to meet lots of amazing people in my life, for the past five years. Last year seems to be the closing door as life has to move on, and this year, I guarantee, there would be very significant differences happen.

What my love told me, new hope and be strong, it is truly what everyone needs. As the years pass by, 'at ease' is never permanent.

Everyone has dreams. I do, too. What hopes that I dream for 2015, are the hopes of being able to stay strong, to believe, to smile, to care and to love more.

I envisage that the upcoming days would be hectic, but let us keep our fingers cross for everything. Remember to always make great and wise choices in your pretty life.

Happy New Year.

Xoxo

2015

It's 2015.



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