HoLi-END???

Being able to be home, that's a common chance and being able to be at different places to visit, that's a rare opportunity.

I have zero plan for this holiday and being too lazy to plan nothing, it contributes to only ONE THING - weight. I won't write about how I add up the pounds and making a bigger number on the scale, instead it's about how I feel these few days.

Holidays. The time where you can actually lie down on your bed and dreams anything you want, erm....well, this is according to me.

Family. We are always on-the-run. Yesterday, I found myself at home, Marudi. Now, I'm in Miri. Well, these two places are not that far yet it takes all of my energy spent through the gravel roads for approximately two hours. My parents are very busy with courses and meetings, so the kids are caught up with staying at home and waiting for them to come home. Pity? Probably next week, we'll be traveling to my father's hometown. I'm not complaining, just trying hard to enjoy the most exhausting journey.

Christmas Spirit. Yes, I DO HAVE IT. It's 100%. Why would you feel spiritless when celebrating this wonderful day? I love Jesus.

School. Thinking of going back to the institute, there's only ONE matter that makes my heart breaks into pieces, UNPACKING! I hate to drag the 500 pounds of books back and forth the block. Argh, I'm thinking of particles-transferring machine that can break the molecules, particles of my things and transport them through the thin air and form back to its original shape at the desired places.

Money. My family's famous word of the day, century I guess, "No Money No TALK". But SSSTTTTIIIILLLLL, I NNNNEEEEDDD to talk about it. I'm completely BROKE this holidays. Ok, I'm done with the talks.

TEEHEE.. Love you all.

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S~

Who can ever say NO to HOLIDAYS? Anyone???

Yes, it's holidays...and it's been almost erm..a week?? I guess it's almost a week since I had my plane departed from KK. Hahhaa..My plane?? Cheh!

Anyway, anywho and anywhat...here I am, in my little but sweet and comfort home with free and accessible Internet services through the modem and streamyx...ha~happy times...

Still, I have to wake up early in the morning since my sister needs services from someone to have her breakfast and meals ready by the time she has to go to school, sitting for her exam...

The past few months after the second semester break (should I put it as the-3-weeks-holidays) were definitely not a beautiful journey indeed..

I screwed up in a lot of things, messing with matters or expectations and coped with almost nothing but dreadful emotions...Oh, old days that I should leave behind as history, won't make them as memory!

Well, my aims for this holidays are to get plenty of rest, searching and downloading K-pop MVs, and of course, FAMILY GUY!! Season 10 is finally here and please, just burst my tummy with laughter...

That's for now, I am so away with nothing in my head right now, I wonder if it's English I am writing right now, I'm becoming to old to remember the rules of grammar..but hell yeah!!! Let's get the party ON guys and girls!!! (If you notice, there's 3 'NOW's in the first sentence, that is so -tut-tut-tut-).

Bye.

Happy Holidays! Teehee!

MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

TAK TERBATAS KUASA-MU TUHAN
SEMUA DAPAT KAU LAKUKAN
APA YANG KELIHATAN MUSTAHIL BAGIKU
ITU SANGAT MUNGKIN BAGI-MU

DI SAAT KU TAK BERDAYA
KUASA-MU YANG SEMPURNA
KETIKA KU PERCAYA
MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

BUKAN KAR’NA KEKUATAN
NAMUN ROH-MU YA TUHAN
KETIKA KU BERDOA
MUJIZAT ITU NYATA

"I am the WAY and the TRUTH and the LIFE."

Thank you Lord Father in Heaven...

I'm getting stronger in everything...

Thank you Lord.

Halleluya...Halleluya...Halleluya...

AMEN.

THE 130TH POST = HAPPY GRADUATING SIST!

Years of waiting and finally it came.

Last week was an absolute joyful week.

Yeah!

Congratulations for finally grasping the certificate and throwing your "square hat" high up to the sky, dear sister!

I'll be missing this moment. XoXo.

The B

Been busy for a while..arr..not a while I guess...

I totally forgot I have a blog to write!

Wait till I have the time, I'll pen down everything I have in mind and heart here...

Here's a little piece of beautiful song I've listened to recently..

Thanks to my friend for introducing this song, actually 'accidentally' introduced me this song..

Angel - Sarah McLachlan


Spend all your time waitingFor that second chanceFor a break that would make it okayThere's always some reasonTo feel not good enoughAnd it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distractionOh beautiful releaseMemories seep from my veinsLet me be emptyOh and weightless and maybeI'll find some peace tonight
In the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here
So tired of the straight lineAnd everywhere you turnThere's vultures and thieves at your backThe storm keeps on twistingKeep on building the liesThat you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no differenceEscaping one last timeIt's easier to believeIn this sweet madnessOh this glorious sadnessThat brings me to my knees
In the arms of the angelFly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel roomAnd the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckageOf your silent reverieYou're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angelMay you find some comfort here

Angels.....XoXo!

SECRET

The Pierces

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

Why do you smile 

Like you have told a secret

Now you're telling lies

Cause you're the one to keep it

But no one keeps a secret

No one keeps a secret

Why when we do our darkest deeds

Do we tell?

They burn in our brains

Become a living hell

Cause everyone tells

Everyone tells…

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

Look into my eyes

Now you're getting sleepy

Are you hypnotized

By secrets that you're keeping?

I know what you're keeping

I know what you're keeping

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

[spoken]

Alison?

Yes, Katherine.

I have something I want to tell you, but

you have to promise to never tell anyone.

I promise

Do you swear on your life?

I swear on my life

[end spoken]

You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret

Can you keep it?

Swear this one you'll save

Better lock it, in your pocket

Taking this one to the grave

If I show you then I know you

Won't tell what I said

Cause two can keep a secret

If one of the m is dead…

(chorus x 3)

Yes two can keep a secret

If one of us is…. Dead.

If you ever watch GG and PLL, you sure do have your ears listening to this song. Creepy? I won't say so, I'll say IRONY. Meaningful and girls, do you keep the secrets and bring them till your last day??? Shhhhh....hush...

XoXo!