Wednesday, May 21, 2014

If it's my destiny, then I leave it all to God.

Anything can happen. My friend once told me that anything can happen, be it the good and bad ones, it will happen. You can't blame anyone for things happen... it is either be as your luck or just a terrible encounter.

Few weeks ago, I was confused with nothing but of the bastards and troublemakers that I, of course, can't pen them down here...however, wise decisions and purposeful reflections led me to be more careful these days.

It was like an irony...I always fear of getting to know someone close, afraid that hearts will break, waking all dreams and a dead life that never learns to live. As my fear grows, my curiosity and eagerness to endeavor keep on emerging and heighten. And well..let just say that...something happens....



So...XoXo.

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Counting...the dead end.

I thought that it was few weeks away. Well, darling, count check, it's days away. It really didn't bother me much when the others said that they'll be home earlier than I am. It is not that I don't miss home or so...but I guess, I know what will happen when I get home. It will be the same as previous holidays when I didn't even get the chance to be as productive as I planned it to be. In the end, I hate holidays yet oddly, hoping for it more.


XoXo.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

What You Think You Are Expecting turn out to be the Unexpected

It was a rough week. Really? I claimed no victory in it and also lost nothing. Let just say, it was definitely my mistakes for not working hard enough, not hard enough after all.

Thus, as I finally can breathe without any burdens (probably) on my shoulders, I did the unexpected. Okay, let's talk about the unexpected. I am a big fan of technology and I always have high curiosity on how awesome these technologies linger around in your life without you saying "No!" to them. And...it has led me to do something unacceptable for both of my desires and plans. Well, finger-crossing for the unexpected consequences for the unexpected decision.

Moving on big brothers and sisters, and to the youngsters too...the expected. As my lazy butt disapproves me from running here and there, and oh...they are losing to my attention in badminton. I love badminton and I admit that I am losing the momentum of keeping a good speed in smashing the shuttle with the racket. Ohh...good old days. So, there I was, with my friend, going down the field, confidently, with our rackets. Gym was closed, but that was not the excuse made. We hit down the other court, the tennis court. Blending with rules in sport, we did some warming up with little, tiny perhaps, jogging around the court. Forgive me for this, but I was so not into fitness lately, I drowned in expelling stamina and at last, giving up after only few rounds. I told my friend, this would be a good reason for good sleep... (and this is where the unexpected unfolds).

I am wide awake. =.=

So much for making a comeback in sports, huh...So, it's Sunday. Have a blessed one and don't forget to get ready, mentally and physically for Monday. Don't hate Monday, put hopes to every day, that way, you'll find the positive reasons to smile.

XoXo. "I think reading facts will make me sleepy...will it?"

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

In need of good massage...

Give me choices.
Food/travelling/massage/shopping.

My answer (for the moment) : Massage

I have been sitting like a statue for almost 2 weeks. My back aches and I am in need of good massage!


XoXo.

Sitting can be so tiring. =.=

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

No turning back.

There is freaking no turning back. No time to waste. Nothing to lose. Nothing to spare.

There is only one way. To be tough it is. To be prepared it is. To be always demanded it is.

So, let's do this once and for all.

Can I at least be left alone for a while?

Saturday, March 15, 2014

When I let go, I let GO!

Don't come back and look for me again. Who do you think you are? A passenger and I am the bus? You can come in and enjoy the ride then leave just like that? I'm not a bus, I am ME! So you better get a life!

Sunday, March 9, 2014

An Owl

Tell me about having less sleeps than food. I can stand if I have less food intake rather than sleeping hours. I have to admit the fact that my dark circles below my eyes are worsen day by day. I feel like I'm an owl, except owl does not have to care much about dark circles.

Things, which are not really things, literally, are just composed like a huge bag of rocks, burdening and becoming troublemakers to my brain. Am I getting too old to be able to withstand the hours after midnight? I guess so and fyi, this is like the 20th-time I yawned!

Alright, just random post to at least notify that I am still be able to write on this blog. I'm alive people, live our lives!!! Bhhhuuuuwahahaha...So...yeah.


XoXo