↕❀●•♪What a day...❀●•♪↕

Yes. Another weekend. I simply love it! Friday has gone and that’ll make it as “a yesterday’s story”, right??

Here how it goes. I woke up as usual and walked to the class a bit earlier than the others, hoping that I could at least switch on my lappie and get myself online and read any recent news on The Star Online & you know, without worrying “Oh my God, I’m late for class cause I’m too preoccupied with bla-bla-bla-this-and-that-things-in-the-morning.” Well, the main reason was that I don’t want to bump into lecturers. He3...

However, that was not the case cause when I reached the class, sat down on my chair and unexpectedly, I felt my head like spinning around, 360 degrees. Headache. A massive one.

I had migraine.

After class, I went back and drifted my body to the bed and hoping that sleeping would be the best medicine for my headache.

What a day. I realised that I had slept approximately from 12.30pm something till 5pm..That’s made it around 5 hours of afternoon’s sleeping. Ok~ *-* At least my headache has gone by now.

Here I am. Blogging. Writing and changing the music background and layouts for my blog. I can’t sleep though I have yawn for like thousands times.

Thanks to my friends for being so supportive and very understanding. Thank you very much pals...

Gotta go. XOXO. Love!

♫•*¨*•Oppas!!!Saranghae•*¨*•♫

TVXQ. I love you!!! I should’ve posted this earlier but yeah, you know, busy all the time..he3.... 

TVXQ, coming back with only my lovely Changmin and Yunho, this duo has made the crowds and fans go crazy and scream out loud till their lungs are sore. Oh me God. I’ve been waiting for their comeback and finally, it’s here.

As soon as the music video for their song “Keep Your Head Down” came out, I downloaded it straight away. I’ve seen their performances at Music Bank and SBS lived and Wow! They are very gifted with strong and powerful voices and the dance moves...Oh...I LOVE IT! I was like, staring at the screen and watched the MV over and over again.

If I got the time and money, I would love to have their album.

XOXO. Love.

*♥♥♥*What day is it again??*♥♥♥*

Oh me God! It’s just the 2^nd week and I am super dead tired. Lectures’ hours from 7.30am till 1pm. Have an hour rest and back to ISL for 2 hours and then there’s a talk bout GERKO.

The library is super warm, feel like they wanna make us read books and have sauna at the same time. The more I read, the more it makes my eyes close. I keep telling my bestie who is sitting next to me, saying that I really wanna sleep and help to wake me up if the lecture might be coming unexpectedly but I just can’t doze off.

Anyway, though with all the tight schedules making my life 24/7 busy from now on, Chinese New Year is just around the corner. I would love to take this opportunity to wish a prosperous and happy Chinese New Year to all my Chinese friends and to those who are celebrating CNY.

I would like to support my classmate, Mr. Geoffrey Lim for the CNY ceremony that will be celebrated soon in our IP. I am eager to see the outcomes darlings. Hope he could manage to handle it just like how he did last year and wishing that this time, it’s a BLAST ONE! Aja aja Fighting my bro...

Happy Chinese New Year everyone...!

Bye2x..XOXO Love!

♂ Knock! Knock! ི♥ྀ Knock! Knock! ♀

T-Ara wins my heart with their recent song “Why Are You Being Like This”.

I keep repeating the song on my Media Player. I simply enjoy listening to its tune. Very catchy till you can feel your feet moving in sync with the rhythm. 

He3..Knock knock knock knock!

Wanna hear and watch it? It’s all over YouTube.

I embed the video and hope it works.

XOXO. Hugs Love!

►F◄

I may have cried for the past 5 days. Some may say I’m a childish. Some may say I’m a pretender. Some may say “Whatever, I don’t care bout her”.

Well, what you say might be true. I’m in the middle of the emotional-thingy-crisis. I can be sad and I can be mad in just a snap.

Things happen lately are much unexpected and shocked my nerves to hell and through the changes which have been made, I soon realise that I feel so weak and trap in between.

I will say “Yes” if you say “You’re a coward”. I will agree with you if you say “You’re moaning a lot, so just stop!”

Yes. I talk a lot. I mean A LOT. Lots of my problems that you would have to listen to which sometimes make you wanna detach your ears and block your ear canals with stones or anything as long as my voice is gone. Hyperbole much.

No man is an island. I need companions. I need friends. I need peers. I maybe need acquaintances as long as I have someone to talk to and share my thoughts and feelings with. Yes, maybe just like YOU TOO.

Anyway, I would love to thank those who have fully supported me and forever.

To mom and dad, brother and sisters, and family, you all own the spaces in my heart.

I love you guys.

.•*¨`*ི♥ྀღ •♫♪¸.•*¨`*ི♥ྀღ•♫♪¸.•*¨`*ི♥ྀღ •♫♪ ♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥。.•*¨`*ི♥ྀ

I just wanna be happy.

So now, if you try to do something, listen to partial of my heart, mind and soul speak.

Just fucking shut up if you try to make me feel sad.

Just fucking shut up if you try to make me cry.

Just fuck off if you try to slash me with TRILLIONS of you slurs.

I WILL ALWAYS STAY STRONG FOR I KNOW PRAYERS AND GOD ARE MY GREATEST WEAPONS.

You get me?!!

p/s: You can talk shits and craps behind me, yet you must know, what goes around comes around.

XOXO!

*♥♥♥*Missing HOME*♥♥♥*

Wondering why it rains every evening. Why can't it stop for just a moment? Seriously, it breaks my heart, it makes my heart turns icy cold and sometimes has drawn my heart to cry. It brings back memories of the most wonderful holidays I have ever felt. Marudi..dearest hometown..you always rain every evening..right? That's why I wonder why Keningau always rains in the evening, resembles Marudi. Last year was a fantastic journey with actually nothing to fill the free times with except for joy, happiness and lots of laugh and smiles.

I went back early for holidays as the final exam ended sooner than the others. As soon as I arrived home, I took some rest. (ZZZzzZzz...) When I woke up, I descended the stairs and went out to find my mother making herself busy messing up with all the plants in the garden, to see my sister cycled the bicycle with full speed and saw my father washed the car which was fully covered with mud and soil. Such perfect and blissful scenery I have ever seen.

My family and I went to Long Lama. We spent a week there with my auntie and uncle and of course my cousins too.

Days went by and my brother and eldest sister came home. We went for shopping. Such an early Christmas shopping it was. I wore simple hooded T-shirt for Christmas. Guess am not that maniac crave for dresses (yet).

Christmas was simple too but to have it at somewhere was the biggest change we had ever made last year. We celebrated Christmas at Marudi and we had our cousins too there. Though there were..erm...not that many people came visiting to our house, we were glad to be together on Christmas.

3 days after Christmas, I had my birthday. I felt a bit sad for my sister went back to her college. On the other hand, she may feel happy because at least she could say “Happy Birthday” to me early in the morning of the 28^th. My mom bought a cake (for which I chose by myself) and it was a soft chocolate cake. Very delicious and sweet. Thank you mom. I loved it. New Year. We prayed.

Can’t believe, just in a blink it is now 2011. I headed back to the teacher institute on 2^nd Jan. Without any warnings and visible signs, I cried for home and hoped to be at home from the moment I stepped in the room. I unpacked my things, made phone calls, unpacked again and sent some text messages to those in Sarawak.

I miss home so much and what I love to wish from Mr. Time is to twist back to time and slow it down so that I could spend every second, every minute and every hour with my family. Laugh together. Sing together. Playfully yell to each other and pray together as one, completely, big FAMILY. I admit it netizens, I am now feeling the most severe HOMESICK. You may think my holidays were  boring but for me, it was super awesome. Question is, can I be cured with time and work???

XOXO.

☃❆‧:❉:‧MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!‧:❉:‧❆☃

It's Christmas and ain't no one is dreaming. 

Happy Birthday Jesus Christ. I always have You in my heart.

Merry Christmas to everyone.

Wishing you a HAPPY CHRISTMAS and may this Christmas embraces you and your family with love, joy, prosperous and happiness. Sweet New Year 2011 too!

XOXO. With ⓛⓞⓥⓔ.