That bullet shoots like a boomerang.

That bullet shoots like a boomerang. 

It is just my saying of what goes around comes around. Some of us may call it as 'Karma'. I would not use the term 'karma' to define my current situation. It is rather a complicated judgement of what happens between me and that someone. I admit, with both hands raised up high in the air, that I am a complete ignorance in feelings and thoughts. I forget something if it doesn't mean anything to me.

One of the difficulties I have is that I cannot trust people easily, what more to say trusting myself. It is just a choice that I am easily blended in and if you are hurt because of that - I apologise but that how I did it my way.

So...ignorance, you say. Yes, I ignore people, not that I do not care, but just that I believe every one of us needs a time of our own (agreed?). And that exactly what I did to that someone. I ignored and ignored. And somehow, that feelings deepen and guess what, I cared!

I care for you. I am amazed by your willingness and sacrifices. I am pleased with the way you think. So, I hope you can make everything just goes fine as it is.

Stay with me...

XoXo

PERDANA

They won.

XoXo

So...here we are.

Happy Kaamatan and Gawai!

It's not too late to wish those who celebrate both Kaamatan and Gawai festivals. Happy celebrating with your family and friends. Get the chance to meet people and discover cultures.

XoXo

They caught me for 3 months.

So...the battle is still on then.

XoXo

Apa plan nya?

Sekiranya ada orang tanya saya pa saya bikin ni cuti, jawapan saya memang senang seja.

Teda. Pigi putung gatah kali.

Kayu gatah pun teda, ni kan maw pigi putung lagi.

Naah...nda ada apa2 plan sy ni cuti. Kbai.


XoXo

Gotta hit the break with your shoes...!

It's quite a long break...agreed? I am charged with the guilt of being not too productive today. Yes, people. I raise both of my hands for that and you can see the white flag.

I slept late...even though my body was exhausted after such "awesome" journey with probably 35 degree out there..and today...oh yeah...I woke up at 9.45am and went back to sleep..and..oh gosh! It's the middle of the day. I must get up and I read one of the messages in my phone. My mother asked me to format her laptop.

I am scared of formatting laptop, as if I am asking someone to erase his or her memory of something...well, I restored some files and hit the format button. Whatever happens, let it happens. And walla...it's 5pm. I left the laptop with all of it's computer-words-that-I-don't-understand to itself.

Got my sport shoes on and went out with my brother and cousin. And...it was not a good starter for sweating your stamina out. I was out of breath and ashamed of myself, of course. But..I did not stop there..we went back home and there I was, running on the roadside. I planned to go somewhere further, but with the bushes around and creepy tall leaves, I disregarded my desire.

So, that is pretty much what I did today. Not too productive. Happy holidays btw.

XoXo? Kiss hug kiss hug babies.

p/s: I cancelled of jogging for further distance as I saw a baby snake crossing the road. Too dangerous for my bulky legs.