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It is of a certainty that boosting bout how cool you are about something that hurts you, CAN actually really hurt you.

It is supposed to be of a give-and-take policy, to which your mind would have thought, the more you give, the more you take. At this level by now, I am, sadly enough to say, that I do not know whether I have given enough of my efforts on something that I try to achieve.

Almost at the end of the month, I ponder upon years backwards - trying to let go of the bad reminders of how selfish I was, of how stressful I was, of how sensitive I was and of how I could not cope with my inner self that tore me apart.

And I am still....trying to cope...may this year be a helpful one.

XoXo