Of the Why and the Cry.

Remember when people love to depict that life is a roller-coaster ride? Well, of course, there's up and down of life and today, it's all about the down.

Blacklisted was the name of the place, but here am I looking at it as a challenge. What does the word "challenge" means...? Why does "challenge" have to be there? How does exactly "challenge" work?

Blacklisted was the name of the relationship, but here am I staying still in the wrecking ship. Oooh...I didn't even realise it was rhymed. Will the ship wreck and sink or will it stay up till reaching the shore? God knows.

Blacklisted was the name of the day, but here am I still looking forward for it. Hope was and is there. I couldn't even manage to find it. I hope to find you back, dear hope.

XoXo.

A little time!

Here's a little written story with a little time taken to ponder before busy months strike.

I've ever felt such way of being too depressed over such simple things. I've ever felt that it is easier to pretend than to tell the truth. I've ever felt that life is not busy but it is yourself that makes it as hectic as possible. The rules are simple, to follow them are the hardest.

Months passed by...unnoticed. Life goes on and do people really change?

I can starve for days, not physically, but mentally from being able to figure out what really matters the most. I have had wonderful times. Yes, there are times for worst days and unlucky hours. But just that simple smile and simple "Hello, good morning" can actually brighten up your whole day. How I wish I'm at home, looking at  the old photos and hoping if I can still remember the scenes and scents that existed.

All I need is to be prepared!

XoXo. Love you citizens.