Busy is not an excuse. Being tired is not an excuse. Lots of work is not an excuse. Have no time, we all receive 24-hour per day. It has been really tough, really, when you're thinking too much. It is easy to say it out than to act it real.
Friends have advised me with the same sentence, "You're thinking too much. Relax". I'm scared of feeling regretful for not thinking too much. Typical, chaotic, and dysfunctional me!
But this is too much. I always wait for weekends to arrive, hoping to get all the work done in like 1,2,3 second, done, but that ain't the reality people! When I didn't get the work done well as how I wanted it to be, I don't blame others for that - what for to blame others when the core of the main reason why it happens magnified within you. You are the problem. Yes, I have problems.
I believe there are always ways to solve problems. I'll pray for the best, for everything that happens has its own reasons. Yes, long journey with rough roads ahead. Be strong, be confident and be wise.
XoXo
