Gotta hit the break with your shoes...!

It's quite a long break...agreed? I am charged with the guilt of being not too productive today. Yes, people. I raise both of my hands for that and you can see the white flag.

I slept late...even though my body was exhausted after such "awesome" journey with probably 35 degree out there..and today...oh yeah...I woke up at 9.45am and went back to sleep..and..oh gosh! It's the middle of the day. I must get up and I read one of the messages in my phone. My mother asked me to format her laptop.

I am scared of formatting laptop, as if I am asking someone to erase his or her memory of something...well, I restored some files and hit the format button. Whatever happens, let it happens. And walla...it's 5pm. I left the laptop with all of it's computer-words-that-I-don't-understand to itself.

Got my sport shoes on and went out with my brother and cousin. And...it was not a good starter for sweating your stamina out. I was out of breath and ashamed of myself, of course. But..I did not stop there..we went back home and there I was, running on the roadside. I planned to go somewhere further, but with the bushes around and creepy tall leaves, I disregarded my desire.

So, that is pretty much what I did today. Not too productive. Happy holidays btw.

XoXo? Kiss hug kiss hug babies.

p/s: I cancelled of jogging for further distance as I saw a baby snake crossing the road. Too dangerous for my bulky legs.

If it's my destiny, then I leave it all to God.

Anything can happen. My friend once told me that anything can happen, be it the good and bad ones, it will happen. You can't blame anyone for things happen... it is either be as your luck or just a terrible encounter.

Few weeks ago, I was confused with nothing but of the bastards and troublemakers that I, of course, can't pen them down here...however, wise decisions and purposeful reflections led me to be more careful these days.

It was like an irony...I always fear of getting to know someone close, afraid that hearts will break, waking all dreams and a dead life that never learns to live. As my fear grows, my curiosity and eagerness to endeavor keep on emerging and heighten. And well..let just say that...something happens....

So...XoXo.

Counting...the dead end.

I thought that it was few weeks away. Well, darling, count check, it's days away. It really didn't bother me much when the others said that they'll be home earlier than I am. It is not that I don't miss home or so...but I guess, I know what will happen when I get home. It will be the same as previous holidays when I didn't even get the chance to be as productive as I planned it to be. In the end, I hate holidays yet oddly, hoping for it more.

XoXo.