Farewell Two-O-Twelve.

So...it will be a new year, new days and more upcoming and unexpected moments to come. Wishing your love ones prosperity and happiness? It's a must, though. A lot of things happened and some were completely awesome and of course some were just crashing my heart apart.

huhuhuhu...so sad...

But these moments will become best memories for us.

These moments are experiences.

So...thank you 2012 for those memories.

XoXo

BOYFRIEND with JANUS

I love their comeback and this time, with their first album. These boys have charming look and wonderful voices! I really love their song Janus!

XoXo

Paranormal....I mean ParaNorman!

I'm watching this movie...and I love it!

It's called ParaNorman.

This is Norman with his grandma.

Norman talking to both his dad and sister.

The dead are coming!

Watch it and you'll understand this part.

XoXo

...Thanks...

It's been a tough semester. I can't really figure out what are the reasons that make it so difficult for me to actually achieve the goals I've targeted earlier. However, there's always good times alongside bad times. To be able to breathe, I'm thankful for everything.

So much ending for GG...

I can't really recall the last time I'd that ticking of time of watching GG - Gossip Girls. But still, the faces and scenes portrayed by those futuristic lovers and non-stop rumours and gossips (of course) are lingering in my mind. Have I ever mentioned how I loved Chuck Bass's character? If not, then there you go. I super duper ADORE him. Between those two sweet Manhattan's girls - Serena & Blair, Blair will get 10 votes from me and Serena would probably get herm... around 8 votes of lovey-dovey characteristics.

Here's some pics that kinda showing the ending of me fav-drama series.

 The wedding bells are ringing for these two lovebirds.

Goodbye kiss?

Credits to 

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-2219571/Blake-Lively-wedding-dress-Actress-wears-gold-gown-shoot-Gossip-Girl-scenes.html for the pictures.

Get more info by clicking on the link above.

XoXo

Ultimate Family

I love my family.

XoXo!

Bit by Bit of That Little Pieces of Memories

There's that tiny little time when you stumble upon those wonderful pictures and you just can't stop smiling and reminiscing those moments.

XoXo

Wondering for that Wonder...

Off to Kpg Banjar Keningau for BIG Program Anak Angkat! Excited!

With classmates and their cuteness!

XoXo

I am...

I am possibly the last person,

I am named by sequence,

I am just a burden,

I am a trifle,

I am that weak person,

I am that anger you hate,

I am just nothing to you,

I am pretending to be happy,

I am hiding those real feelings,

I am searching and looking,

I am lost,

And I am sorry.

XoXo.

Goodbye...

I wonder if time can give us some chances...

I wonder if God knows how much I'm going to miss you...

I'm sorry if I have done something wrong to you..

I'm sorry if I did not visit you that often...

I'm sorry for not looking after you...

Even though you never talked that much and we never had gotten the time for a good chit-chatting, I am going to miss your smile.

Rest in peace, my dearest grandma.

Superb Weekend!

Hey ya' all!

Been away for so long huh? Hehehe..

I had the most wonderful weekend ever!

I went down KK and watch Resident Evil: Retribution in 3D! It cost a bit 'kaching' but hey, it worth all the fun I had with my friends.

My objective? - To enjoy and get stress-free from assignments?

Hahahha... I was looking for a pair of formal shoes - this was probably the most difficult shoe-searching for me as most, I mean, all the stores I went to did not have my size!!!

So sad...I ended up buying a pair which was slightly tighter but it fitted well. Herm...I guess formality is pain...hehehe...

So yeah...my friends and I hit the K-Box and screamed out as loud as we can (we were not singing actually) for an hour! That's the best part. We purposely chose songs with high pitch!

I guess that's all, folks. XoXo.

Ding Dong..

August? Time flies. I mean it's ticking away without saying "I'll wait for you..."

Things happened lately can sometimes haunt me, can sometimes reminisce the good memories and can sometimes hurt and annoy me.

Life is short. You can live to the fullest, but think of what consequences may take place based on the actions you've taken...

This holiday can either be the worst and yet at the same time, it's the best. I met with lots of ex-classmates and we went ngabang  together. What not best is that I had assignments lining up like a train on my desk. 

Anyway, just a day before flying back home, I found my dearly dream phone.

Huh. I just can't believe I've overspent my money on another new phone, but hey, I tell you, it's very worth. I'm a person that don't buy phone basically because it's new in the market...or because the price is way expensive than the others so that you can show off to people that you've had expensive phone in your hands...or because you look "cool" with these gadgets...hah...I can't blame that some people enjoy to live in that way - spending and showing off.

Samsung Galaxy Pocket is at affordable price and what I like the most is that it just suits me! Even though it's small (considering it's touchscreen) and it may feel difficult for texting or typing the alphabets...but hey...I don't text that much! 3GB internal memory surprises me and I love it! I don't really care about the 2MP camera...the main function for phones are just that they should be the way they are... Hahahaha...

The main thing I'm trying to say here is that, if you really like a phone - may it cost you a lot or maybe it's just a simple phone than others - it's your decision.

Seriously, I don't care if people would say "Oh...that's just a cheap phone.." or "Cheh...that kind of phone~" when they see my phone because for me, each of the phone that I have bought, carries an amount of wonderful memories with it.

So...Teehee...

Electrified!!

Dream phone?

Keeping that faith...

I have no doubts in Him. I do have fears but I'm happy to be with Him. 

All I want to say is that "I'm keeping You in my heart forever."

Thank you. Halleluyah.

XoXo

Tuning the lost rhythm...

When you had your besties with you, all you can think was the memories you'll build together. And love?? It's another chapter.

I never experienced real love before and as time passes by, age is cruelly increasing. I saw young couples here and there and they were smiling happily as if there's zero problem in their lives.

My passion is meant only for my family. I've been in love with this guy for such a long time...since I stepped both feet into high school. I still love him for all of my heart, but he doesn't seem to have the same rhythm of heartbeats with mine. 

He cares for me as a friend, he sees me as a friend and he loves me as a friend. He has this rule that he can't fall in love with his own friends.

How I wish I was a stranger to him and hoping when we meet, we won't be friends but lovers.

I've told my sister about this once, and she told me to move on. Words are easy to be said - "Just move on", but actions take a longer period to be made. It's difficult to let go. Sometimes I wonder if my feeling towards him is pure and sometimes I feel like I'm just a trifle.

But whatever it is, I still love him...and maybe this time, I'm tuning the rhythm, the same as his, loving him as a friend.

XoXo

When You're at the Edge of Breaking Down

I am not living to please people the way they wanted me to be.

Cause I am simply ME.

XoXo

Found and Saved.

Behind this little box, there's a little secret I wanna show you.

Look! Little kitty!!

XoXo!

Meow..Bye2x.

That little thing.

Remember the time when you were wandering around with your camera in your hands and you just didn't have the idea of what were you wanted to capture and out of the blue, there's something caught your interest. And this one sure did catch mine.

(◕‿-)

XoXo.

What keeps me alive.

☆Completely frozen in that moment...as the fire burns the woods, it leaves you with a good taste of memory.☆

(◡‿◡❀)

XoXo. ❤

Happy Time.

(｡◕‿◕｡)

Food tastes very, super delicious with everyone you love are sitting just right next to you.

XoXo! ❤!

When the World is Complete

Almost a week and I'm happy to be at HOME.
I believe it's not to late to say... Happy Gawai to all my friends.
Here's a pic of my bro drinking (not really) ehem2x..

XoXo!

Aftermath - Captivated by Your Love

"For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be strong in character and ready for anything." 

- James 1: 3 -4

Capri...Home.

Imagine of home.

XoXo.

Tell me my dearest idol, What is LOVE?

XoXo.

Imperfection.

Working with a perfectionist is a brutal experience but at the end of the day, it feels worth for living. I rather choose to be imperfection, less expecting people to do what they suppose to do, even though they have been informed many times and being simply simple.

These few days and weeks are really super exhausting, tiring and energy-draining and dragging. I have had horrible sleepless nights and this semester is the worst. I could not understand when some people are too demanding and urging something which in the end goes like this "Oh, you can send it by tomorrow, or make it this Friday " and hell yeah, there are 2 days to go before the extended due date. The work does not stop there for heaven's sake. There's more and more and more.

We have to replace 30 hours of music classes, we have a BLS-workshop going on, and folios. I am no longer excited for the upcoming holidays - actually, I have never been excited at all for holidays. I just completely cannot stand all of these holistic-work.

Seriously, please...

XoXo

V. Busy.

Exams around the corner.

Lots of things to do.

Stress, stress and stress.

Completely, V. BUSY.

~XoXo~

Was Everything Merely a Memory?