Warrior!

I came across this song when I was listening to covers made by KHS. It was in one of the videos, Lovato's medley song and the words "I'm a warrior" captured my attention. Wasting no time, I searched for the song and I am telling you now, IT'S AN AWESOME song!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a story that I have never told

I gotta get this off my chest to let it go

I need to take back the light inside you stole

You're a criminal

And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth

I wear like a battle wound

So ashamed, so confused

I was broken, and bruised

And now I'm a warrior

Now I've got thicker skin

I'm a warrior

I'm stronger than I've ever been

And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in

I'm a warrior

And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire

You can save your apologies; you're nothing but a liar

I've got shame, I've got scars

That I will never show

I'm a survivor

In more ways than you know

Cause all the pain and the truth

I wear like a battle wound

So ashamed so confused, I'm not broken, or bruised

Cause now I'm a warrior

Now I got thicker skin

I'm a warrior

I'm stronger than I've ever been

And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in

I'm a warrior

And you can never hurt me..

There's a part of me I cant get back

A little girl grew up too fast

All it took was once; Ill never be the same

Now I'm taking it back my life today

Nothing left that you can say

Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior

I've got thicker skin

I'm a warrior

I'm stronger than I've ever been

And my armor, is made of steel, I cant get it

I'm a warrior

And you can never hurt me again

Nooo oooh yeaah yeaah

You can never hurt me again

Thumbs up to Demi!

Best Part.

I really have no idea why I would have chosen "Carpe diem" as one of my favourite words of all. It simply means "Live your life to the fullest".

I keep on writing it in any of my statuses and even in text messages and I wonder if I ever really living my life to the fullest. These few days I have been through with inner crises and I can't really do my work.

This is what happened if we hate somebody for no reason...well, I hate somebody with lots of reasons, illogical reasons to speak the truth. And as I am writing, the person is simply in my mind. Fcuk, should get it ripped off my mind.

I really need to exercise. This holiday falls exactly on two important dates, my cousin's and my dad's birthdays. Talking bout food, man, delicious and simply get your tummy burst!

So, I did little workout after months of no-working-out. And now, I got my hips so painful and my back, ouch! I should have done it slow and steady. These selcas are just extras. Nothing personal and nothing special bout them.

Like I have always written, Carpe diem.

XoXo.

I want myself back.

Dear Udet,

Do you still remember the moment when you were struggling very hard to fight for your future when you were in high school?

Do you still remember the moment when you had chosen study over food?

Do you still remember the moment when you failed, and you never giving up?

Do you still remember the moment when in your head, the only thing existed was study, study and study?

Please, wake up and be yourself.

Sincerely,

The old Miss Udet.

No Mr. Right.

I came across one of my friends' blogs and he wrote there that I had found my Mr. Right. Well, I think I need to come clean with some few important things.

First, what I may have said once, was not exactly the truth. Partially, herm...maybe yes. I do love someone, and now...somehow, that 'do' eventually becomes a 'did'. So, a history? It can be a yaaayy no longer.

Second, what you see is not exactly as what it seems to be. What's in my mind, is completely different from what physically I will react. I mean, my brain says to pick up the phone, I want to do so, but my hands are not moving. So, there's basically the concept of how you see me. You can say that my reflects towards something are unique.

Third, it's a looooonnnnng way to go, honey. Seriously, there's so much to do! I've always had that "Carpe Diem" thought wherever I go. This semester somehow changes my perceptions, mostly about how should I reflect everything I have done in my life.

Dear friend, if you ever read this, I am not saying that you are wrong, you are right, at that time, but things change, it wouldn't stay the same, agreed?

XoXo. Love you all.