Happy Independent Day, My Malaysia....

I'm proud of you, Malaysia....

Happy Independent Day...

My Malaysia

~XOXO~

.::ThEm-RaNDoM::.

THEM

XOXO~LOVE ALYN

Setting: Everywhere and Anywhere

Time: During lecture hours...^^

Photograph by: Alyn

Models: My Sweetest Colleagues...

2AM-I Can't Let You Go....

I CAN'T LET YOU GO EVEN IF I DIE...

*This song has been sung originally in Korean. This is the translation of its lyrics.*

Even though I'm young, the pain is the same

Just because I don't know the world very well

Doesn't mean that I don't know pain

Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?

How will my heart that hurts this much

Be healed so easily?

How will I live without you?

That's why I

Can't let you go, even if I die

How am I suppose to let you go?

Whether you go or leave, fix my heart

If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain

So that I can at least live

I wouldn't be able to live anyway

I can't let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away

I'll hold onto you until the end

So that you won't be able to go anywhere

If you're really going to leave, then lie

That we should meet again tomorrow

That we should meet as we smile

If breaking up wasn't a joke, then I

Can't let you go, even if I die

How am I suppose to let you go?

Whether you go or leave, fix my heart

If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain

So that I can at least live

I wouldn't be able to live anyway

I can't let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together

How are you telling me to live by myself now?

I can't do that, I can't

I can't let you go, even if I die

I really can't let you go

How am I suppose to let you go?

I can't let you go

Whether you go or leave, fix my heart

If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain

So that I can at least live

I wouldn't be able to live anyway

I can't let you go, even if I die

Credits to K-pop Madness for the lyrics..

http://innercharm.blogspot.com

~XOXO Love 2AM~

What am I THINKING?

It's hard.....

Maybe...it IS REALLY HARD.

Few moments ago, I looked at those wonderful pics taken in Korea, New York, Japan...etc..and other places of interest..

It suddenly came to my mind, I wanted to be there...I wanted to stand on there...I even wanted to LIVE THERE!

Questions:

--> Why am I still here?

-->What am I doing here?

-->Is this the right choice?

-->Do I LOVE or HATE this choice?

-->Should I QUIT?

Answers:

N/A

I still have no reasons at all why and what am I doing right now at THIS PLACE!

Seriously, I DON'T KNOW.

--->Curiosity drives me crazy, Doubt leaves me clueless<---

~XOXO~

2AM-I Can't Let You Go

Even if I Die...I Can't Let You Go~2AM (Part 1)

..XOXO..

Love 2AM

I Love the Way You LIE!!

Eminem!! I love love love and love this song!

Red hair and nails equal to HOT!!

Rihanna is so damn HOT!

Eminem is ON FIRE!!!

Both Eminem & Rihanna burn this house..Kidding..^^

Megan is really damn sexy!

Eminem!! I'll say this again.....I love love love and love this song!

Watch its video here: LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is

I can only tell you what it feels like

And right now there's a steel knife

In my windpipe

I can't breathe

But I still fight

While I can fight

As long as the wrong feels right

It's like I'm in flight

High of a love

Drunk from the hate

It's like I'm huffing paint

And I love it the more that I suffer

I sufficate

And right before im about to drown

She resuscitates me

She fucking hates me

And I love it

Wait

Where you going

I'm leaving you

No you ain't

Come back

We're running right back

Here we go again

It's so insane

Cause when it's going good

It's going great

I'm Superman

With the wind in his bag

She's Lois Lane

But when it's bad

It's awful

I feel so ashamed

I snap

Who's that dude

I don't even know his name

I laid hands on her

I'll never stoop so low again

I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much

You can barely breathe

When you're with them

You meet

And neither one of you

Even know what hit 'em

Got that warm fuzzy feeling

Yeah them chills

Used to get 'em

Now you're getting fucking sick

Of looking at 'em

You swore you've never hit 'em

Never do nothing to hurt 'em

Now you're in each other's face

Spewing venom

And these words

When you spit 'em

You push

Pull each other's hair

Scratch, claw, bit 'em

Throw 'em down

Pin 'em

So lost in the moments

When you're in 'em

It's the rage that took over

It controls you both

So they say it's best

To go your separate ways

Guess that they don't know ya

Cause today

That was yesterday

Yesterday is over

It's a different day

Sound like broken records

Playin' over

But you promised her

Next time you'll show restraint

You don't get another chance

Life is no Nintendo game

But you lied again

Now you get to watch her leave

Out the window

Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things

Did things

That we didn't mean

And we fall back

Into the same patterns

Same routine

But your temper's just as bad

As mine is

You're the same as me

But when it comes to love

You're just as blinded

Baby please come back

It wasn't you

Baby it was me

Maybe our relationship

Isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens

When a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is

I love you too much

To walk away though

Come inside

Pick up your bags off the sidewalk

Don't you hear sincerity

In my voice when I talk

Told you this is my fault

Look me in the eyeball

Next time I'm pissed

I'll aim my fist

At the dry wall

Next time

There will be no next time

I apologize

Even though I know it's lies

I'm tired of the games

I just want her back

I know I'm a liar

If she ever tries to fucking leave again

I'mma tie her to the bed

And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

credits to www.directlyrics.com

Say This Word Very Slowly.."OKAY"..

This is just something common which you and I may feel.

If I met something unusual, I mean strange, very strange, instead of saying "That's weird" or "What was that?"..(I used to say these two words before)

I will say this VERY VERY SLOWLY..

"OKAY~~~~~"

So, if you notice me seeing some lunatic acts or anything associated with CRAZINESS, you will also notice that I will say

"O~~~~K~~~~A~~~~Y~~~~~".

Hahahaha...hihihi...hehehhe...

Nite2x dearest netizens....

===>Exit<===

What You Say~

These are the situations:

1: You lend someone your favourite T-Shirt, when you ask for it back, that someone says: "This is MINE, NOT YOURS!"

2: You have a group work, one of your team members looks so depressed, and you ask why is he or she sad, but you get "MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS" reply.

3: You enter a shop and accidentally glide with someone, though you say "Sorry", he or she replies this: FUCK YOU!

4: You walk along the street when you bump into your old friend but instead of waving hand towards you, he or she puts up his or her middle finger to you.

5: You are very devastated with problems around you, you seek for some comforts from peers, but what you get is this: "So pathetic! False face..!"

What would be your response(s)?

What would you do?

Why would you do so?

As for ME, if I were to be in all these five situations, I would definitely walk away,

NOT SHOWING I'M A LOSER, BUT TO SHOW THAT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.

REMEMBER..

It's better to avoid than indulge in such "CRIMES".

But what can I say, you have your own limitation, your patience has its own barrier and this barrier is very vulnerable to shatter. I do have my limitation, and I admit that I CAN SAY these arrogant words back to YOU!

Now people, netizens, think about it.

XOXO =)

Happy Weekends...

Lacrimosa-Mozart

I was searching new videos from KPop singers when I accidentally clicked on a link which wrote "Lacrimosa-Mozart Choir by Moscow Boys" [sort of like that..].

To my surprise, the song and melody really had made me said this out loud: "WOW!".

Very soft and spirit-lifted piece of music made by Mozart.

If you were to google for Youtube, try to listen to the song once.

Again, late nite blogging. It's nearly 1am.

Alrite guys..

See yeah...

XOXO darlings...

Feel like YESTERDAY! Hey..It WAS YESTERDAY!!!Hhihiihi...

First and foremost, hello Jes....[know you'll read this..;)]

Hahahhaha.....

Enjoying the walks around KK's shopping malls was the best part ever.

I went to CP, Wisma Merdeka and Suria Sabah.

It seems to be like Suria Sabah goin' to be like 1Borneo. Well, as long as there are many book stores in these malls...

Fuh..Don't know what to write.

I feel like all the crossing roads to roads and walking from shops to shops were like yesterday. What am I saying...It is YESTERDAY. I mean..IT WAS YESTERDAY! Hahahaha..

I wish I could go there again, maybe for every weekends! Kehkehkeh..

Anyway, thanks to me friend Jicika.

And for our dearest Prince Razky Ambrosio, don't worry for we have holidays every semester and we hope that you'll inform us your decision ASAP yeah...! Hahahahhaa.....=)

Oppssie...No photos available for this fun short trip. Kihkih...

Need to save money for cameras. Imagine I have one. Click* Click* There goes the flash again!

Hihihihi...Until next time netizens!!!

XOXO darlings....

Oh..Happy Days!!

So enjoyable!

Should I describe my almost-1-and-a-half-day-journey with these two words..?

Nope! Absolutely NOT only these two words can describe it cause my head is full with indescribable words!!

Last Saturday, after our Keningau Institute of Teacher Education had its sport carnival to an end (it was merely a high school sport events), my friends and I went straight to the hostel, pack some of our things and zoom and vroom like space ship we went down to the town.

We took a bus and yes!! We headed to KK!

[The only place I know packs with shopping malls..???..maybe..hihihi..]

But whatever the fact might be, we arrived around 5pm..erm..maybe 6pm...Montel got her parents to fetch her up for a ride to go home. [So lucky..]

Jicika and I went to a nearby restaurant around Sinsuran and had our er.....early dinner[???].

Then we walked to Centre Point and I felt like I had patronized the whole shops and stores inside the mall.

We walked and walked and walked for only a reason! Phones!

Jicika finally bought her dream phone. Touch-screen.

[The phone is awesome. Love it. Believe she is truly happy with it!].

BTW, she got sore throat. [Hope she'll be fine soon.]

I felt like the day was extremely long, as if, a minute was equivalent to an hour. We took a taxi to Jicika's place at King Fisher. I slept there for the night.

[Thanks for the hospitality dear Jicika.]

Oppss...it's 1 am!!! Need to go to sleep.

Will continue~

Maybe it's a bit late to say this but..yeah...

Happy Weekend and Happy Sunday to all.

XOXO darlings.....